My first one was relatively mellow, but combined with the trappings of a holiday. I'm not really sure what that says about the relationship. The fact that we're now divorced (almost) seems to say a lot more.
2 years ago I said I'd never do it again. Funny how now that it's not an option, I feel disappointed that it's not. Feeling that way about a couple things lately.
That's just me being melancholy. And it's silly. These are things that I can't change. And I'm happy with my life.
Guess it's just human nature to want what we can't have.