Wednesday, May 28, 2014
Tuesday, May 27, 2014
First night in the "new" place down. Once I finally fell asleep I slept decent. It just took me so long to fall asleep that I didn't sleep long enough.
Problem is..... I had a small bout of tears. GFB and BFB are going about life without me. And I'm missing things. The inaugural game of cards against humanity, I should have been there. Vegging on the couch, I should have been there. Goodnight kisses, I don't get any. And I want them. My bed also doesn't smell right, ( mind you , at the urging of GFB, BFB changed deodorant and body wash because she "didn't like the smell", and now he doesn't smell right either.) it doesn't sound right, ( no snoring, and inhaled to be soothed by the snoring, and it doesn't feel right for a bunch of reasons. I miss the arms around me when I snuggle into bed, I miss the cold hands, I miss the scratchy face kissing me when BFB gets home in the morning. (And that whole "I couldn't be bothered to shave look coupled with that smile and blue eyes, HELLA SEXY!, although he'd probably laugh and call me crazy) I miss.... Well I miss everything.
Ok.. I'm going to try this again. I'm terrible at follow through, but I'm only disappointing myself. No one reads this crap anyway. No one even KNOWS about it. I only write it for me really. So......
I'm grateful for my job...(hopefully I still feel that way come Friday!) and I'm grateful for the wonderful people in my life that support what I'm doing, even if it's not easy on our life together. I'm also grateful for the coffee that will be getting me through my day today since I'm clearly not sleeping.
Monday, May 26, 2014
I've just moved for the 5 th time in 18 months. Ok it's not really a move... I still live with BFBand GFB but took a travel nursing assignment in the almost middle of nowhere, so I have a temporary crash pad to sleep and eat when I'm not at home.
On other fronts... I finally got to test shoot a Nano on Saturday. I definitely liked it, and after fixing my air conditioning (DONT ASK) it'll probably be my next purchase.